Grace to the undeserved.

This time, I won't be the same as the last. I won't be trying to hide my God and take all the credit. All the previous times, I always wanted to open my mouth and say to my friends that it was Jesus who made everything possible in my life. But I didn't. Somehow after DARE service on Saturday, things changed. I felt the Lord putting in me a spirit of boldness. The miracle which I wanted was to do well for my EOYS. He knew. The spirit of the world is to accomplish everything through your works, your strength, your mind and your heart. But I am NOT of the world, but a co-heir of Christ~ Really, the revelation which I receive everything I step into the house of God changes me every time. Sometimes I start to wonder if the person in the past in the old photos, was that really me? You can never believe how much the Lord has changed me. From some person who everyone disliked to someone who is favoured by God and man. I really wanted to cry when I sang today, "Y...

Today the Lord revealed to me new things today! It's so cool!! You know: blessed to be a blessing? It actually has 2 meanings to it. 1. God blessed you to be a blessing to the world. 2. You feel blessed to become a blessing. HOW COOL! It's really cool how God has like hidden things inside one thing. And the Lord reveals to the believers and open up their spiritual eyes :) Yeah, just sharing and excited to be in the house of the Lord tomorrow!!

Okay, just a short testimony. PE. So, my PE group wasn't doing really well for the past few games and I really wanted to win so I could attain a good grade for PE, just so it would look good on my report slip. You wouldn't want your PE grade to have a C or D would you? So here it goes, the PE story. (haha, potential energy) Okay, sorry. Um, I can't believe this but on the first round, guess how much we scored? 1. 1 I don't know how but we got striked out really quick. (oh btw, I play softball for PE) Yeah, so we were like couldn't believe our eyes, cos' we had to beat our opponent by scoring soooo much more for our second round. And there and then, I was like God is my strength, God is my strength. (what I meditated in the morning) It was cool how many points we scored before we were out. 15 : The number of rest. Be prepared for essay writing: We had 1 more strike out till the other team is out. 15-16. One more point and we were going to be on...

Hello yesterday had NCC baptism at East Coast Park. I guess I had a blasted time there, despite the super long wait (2h) to get on the shuttle bus. And I was kinda angry I didn't wear a dark-coloured tee cos' someone forgot to inform us again . Yeah, so in the end, we resorted to camwhoring. HAHA, it was actually kinda fun. Anna joined it too! :) Anna is SOOO cute and still so pretty :) Haha, and we took some in the bus too. Pretty fun! But the most fun part was arriving there! We got really bored and played card games since the wet games and all were cancelled. Even though no one brought picnic mats, we still had loads of fun! So we made Ashley lose Indian Poker, who cheated me of having a big no. when I got a 5. I couldn't stop laughing when we forfeited her to tell Wayne "You are so hot, you should show more than just your arms" And I heard from Hannah Hee that he blushed. Totally awesome man! And played again and we made her lose TWICE IN A ...

Sup everyone!  Just got back from the Hillsong Tour 2011 God is Able!!!!!!!! Anyways, it has been really fun and totally feeling the presence of God. Went like super early around 12 (?) to like queue. :) But I wasn't  absolutely happy about wearing the E&E shirt. Yup, brought Macs and all :), quite yummy. (actually not really) I think we sat there for about 3 whole hours waiting for the concert to start. It felt good that many youths were eager to step into the house of the Lord. And most importantly, I would like to thank God for reminding me to bring my ticket and helping not lose it (I kinda dropped it like 4-5 times) :D It was quite disappointing though that we couldn't get the front rows even though we managed to get into the start of the queue. OKAY, HERE'S THE AWESOME PART. The P&W! It was totally awesome.  No, that would be an understatement. :) It was unlike any P&W, and had a different 'feel' to it, the Hillsong 'feel' ("That w...

Don't you agree that it's so hard to be in the grace of God and do nothing but believe? It's really difficult for me, being thought that there is no free bread that falls from the sky. I don't know but I really want flow in the grace of the Lord. Everyday's been such a bore, so mundane. I want a change in my life, something that can be the key to my prison cell. And that's Jesus. Somehow when you realise His faithfulness and abundant grace towards you, you can't help but love him. Everyone's so caught up in doing things to achieve good results. But with God, you don't do things, you just receive. Maybe it's when you grow older, it's harder to change your mindset. Lord, I don't know how should I study for my finals. I just don't know how to lump so many things in my head. And it's really stressful for me, being the "cream of the crop" during the mid terms. I didn't know how and what I did to achieve my g...

Haha, you know what? I failed Physics, for common test. I was actually totally demoralised and cried a little. okay, maybe quite a lot. I didn't expect myself to fail physics, I mean it's been one of my favourites. ): But after reading 100 Days of Unmerited Favour, I felt much better. :) I realised that whatever we are weak in, God can like fill our weakness to become strengths. You know, I'm so delighted to know that the Lord  uses the weak to confound the mighty. If not for that, I think I will in a bottomless pit. Really, I think I am pretty useless in everything. But God uses people like me, who are last to become to first. In Jesus' name, I shall be the head and not the tail, above and not beneath. This way, the Lord can use me to glorify His name because if I was powerful and almighty, I'll just be using my own self-efforts and showing off myself right? I really like the way God does things, unlike men. Men only looks outwardly but God looks at your faith. I...