Grace to the undeserved.

Woah just wanna say that my breakthrough really came during the concert. I am so touched now and I'm feeling Daddy God saying to me now that "Darling, I love you, here's your early birthday present." The journey towards the dance concert was so tough for me. There were so many things I couldn't do, couldn't catch. I was just lacking in so many different areas. But the Lord constantly showed me His grace, His supply and His love. There was no doubt He was dancing through me. Yet there were so many times I doubted Him, wasn't sure if He could come through for me, wasn't sure if He was really there for me. I still screwed up in the end for the dance concert and even more mistakes than the dry runs. But the energy within me was so powerful and I believe that was Jesus. I am so sorry to the choreographers for being such a bad dancer and failing in so many ways. Honestly, I wanted to give up at one point in the concert because I screwed up big ti...

Hey been very busy lately with concert coming up on Wednesday and pretty excited yet nervous for it. There's so much demand and so far, I haven't seen much breakthrough in my dance yet. I still can't do a lot of stuff and not meeting up to expectations yet. But today, I just decided that it is up to Him, not me to fulfil these crazy demands and weigh myself down. Omgosh, I just received a revelation, yes, right this instant. That the cross was all our burdens and shame weighing Jesus down. WOW. No wonder the cross was so heavy. No wonder His back was bent when He carried it. No wonder He stumbled and fell. He carried every burden, every demand, every shame on His back so that our burdens can be lifted off our shoulders. :') I was so not planning to say that but I guess someone needed this so Jesus spoke through me. Anyways, I was planning to share on my walk with my Lover, Jesus these past few days. Have been really spiritually filled and been spen...

Just thought that I should at least write about this since it impacted me so muchhhh. Last Sunday, Pastor Louie was preaching about how the God of all universe the one who created the Heavens, the Earth, the universe, the galaxy, the stars came down as a Man to die for a dust like us. It was mindblowing because Pastor showed pictures of the universe and how small we were in comparison. Yes, honestly, I didn't see it from this perspective because I only saw how big I was relative to the things around me. I didn't think that actually the Lord had so many bigger things in sight. He could have cared for the bigger things yet, He came for me. He came for a tiny being that came from dust and will go back to ashes. He came for a sinful person who only cared about herself. He came for a girl who did not know about God and yet He loved her. He came for a broken person who did not care about God and thought no one loved her. He came for me. Isn't that amazing?! Wow, I wa...