Crushes.

HAHA this is a weird topic but I believe all of you have experienced them once in your life right?

It isn't easy getting out of them as easy as it was to get into one.

In Sec 2, I had one and I was crazy, head over heels man for this guy.

And I did so many foolish things that I'm so embarrassed to mention about it here.

But soon, I knew that it was a one-way thing and I felt super dejected.

It's such a small thing and yet it hit me hard.

I felt unloved, insecure and many other negative feelings.

But through this journey, it strengthened my relationship with the Lord.

Through this, I began to see Jesus as my lover and I no longer feel affected by it anymore ptl :))))

I went to the Lord crying my heart out and I felt Him just embracing me and saying to me, 

"Grace, if no man on earth loves you, I, the Creator, the Saviour, the Almighty God, the Prince of Peace, the Everlasting Father loves you."

Wah, I just couldn't believe it man.

Someone actually came to die for me.

And here I was, crying about someone who didn't even bother or loved me.

What foolishness.

But the Lord turned the whole situation around for my good and I saw His great love for me.

Haha, though I am still swayed by the feelings of the flesh, thank God I run back to Him much faster than before.

Hehe and to those of you who are affected by any guy or girl (if you are of the opposite sex)

turn to Jesus. He is your lover.

Once you fill yourself with His love, you will be able to love someone else out of the fullness of His love.

And that personal relationship with Jesus is one that is so precious and irreplaceable by any other man in the world.