Hello, it's been a while but I was just reminded of this blog all of a sudden and to pen, and perhaps inspire some of you here about some of the things I'm doing to spend time with Him during this season: Visual journaling (Cageless Birds) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Ha9LGR2Hto I always had the desire to spend time with God through art, but never knew how. And time and time again, through prophecies, countless people have been reminding me of prophetic art which is something that has always been on my heart. I absolutely love Lesson 3 - Blueprint of My Heart which unraveled the mysteries of what my heart yearned for. Definitely, this inspired me of how my future home would look like and what truly matters to me. At the center of my heart - it's always been about the secret place (worship, prayer, prophecy, and the Word). Worship together with Youtube videos (Jonathan Ogden/Beloved Music) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MjM1NfVhb8w https...
The start of my journey and walk with God was a very personal one, something that I cannot merely describe in words, something really close to my heart. Taking you back to where it first started around Primary 5/6 (when I was 11/12 years old). That was the point in my life I went from a few friends to none at all. Because I enjoyed mimicking the handwritings of others or maybe copying some of my friends' things, they were very unhappy about it. Maybe there was more but I am not too sure. I recall vividly that I was queuing up at a bubble tea shop and chose the same straw colour as one of my closest friends. She went to pick another straw when she saw it and said, "Oh, I thought you would copy me" And that's when I knew; people were aware of what I was doing and disliked it. Another incident I remember was going to class early in the morning and I saw a group of my classmates gathering around a table. The instant I stepped in, they all dispersed. At that m...
Today I was so impacted by Brian Houston's message, that I really really want to share it with you. Wow on so many levels, it spoke to me. Pastor Brian was saying about having a spirit that isn't affected by anyone else. That isn't affected by someone else. That is the spirit that I want to have man. Not a spirit that can be lifted up by someone's compliments and broken down by someone's criticism. But I've realised that that wasn't what was really happening. I've been letting my spirit be wavered by the people in my life. The people whom I respect. I want their compliments, I crave their praise. I didn't know that it was tearing down my spirit. When I didn't get the words I wanted, when I thought I was good enough to deserve these praises. Jesus really tore down that wall of self-righteousness that I never knew existed. Even after so many years in a grace-based church, I've been trying to earn what is not mine, what I think I dese...
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