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An inner form of communication.

2011-12-01T19:03:00.001-08:00

How Pastor Prince once said, the highest form of communication is when you and the Holy Spirit's soul are joined as one.
I've been experiencing similar things like these.
Like, I just happened to thought of bringing my plastic bag that day on packing day when no human or phone call from anyone reminded me.
I know it's not me reminding myself (That's like impossible right)
I was like, oh yeah, my plastic bag.
In the middle of doing something else and it couldn't be me thinking of plastic bags so I remembered it suddenly.
It was something else, something inside me.
I thought that was super cool and straight away I thought what Pastor Prince said.
Yeah, and the other time at Grace Tan's house.
The question that Nikhil asked me about something room (a quite complicated question)
Something inner of me answered "Don't walk in the room" so I just echoed whatever the Holy Spirit told me.
It turns out that others were seeing me as being smart and wise in answering the question, even I was a little dumbfounded myself.
And when I got home, thinking about it, I realised it couldn't be me but the Holy Spirit.
Oh, I'm so glad that I have Jesus inside me who influences my decisions and sets me out for the right choice in my life.

Anyways, mission trip is in about 3 more days ;)
Can't wait for me to be a blessing to the kids in Thailand and also being blessed in return.
I believe that I will not go out of the mission trip the same when I stepped in.
I really want to be a light to the children there and also show them the Jesus who has always been with me for like almost my whole life.
I know that when they receive Jesus their lives will be transformed and I really want to witness that scene of children praying to receive their saviour.
That's just what I've been expecting for the mission trip, for lives to be transformed and for me to see Jesus in a new light - not me going there to serve, but Him serving through me that I might receive so much more blessings.
So, whatever I'm expecting, God will multiply them into so much more and give me what I can never imagine.
:) I'm glad my God is a God of more than enough.

Dare to be different.

2011-11-14T04:56:00.001-08:00

So yesterday, I heard the disc I bought: my long-awaited LEGACY CAMP SERMON!!
At first, it was just like, oh.. okay...
But when I started playing it, it's like as if the anointing during the camp was brought over to my house.
I can totally feel the presence of God around me and I felt so at rest.

There and then, I really ate of the Word and my mind became renewed again.
Now I know why I adored David so much.
He was of a different spirit, he wasn't like the other people who didn't dare to stand against the giant.
He was a DIAMOND.
I really thought I was being a little weird and different when I was not as worried or anxious about the exams compared to my fellow classmates and friends.
I knew that God was on my side and I have the mind of Christ so I was indifferent towards the papers and all.
After hearing the sermon I knew why I was different.
I shone like a diamond. I wasn't like my friends who were stones. (even though I was stoning HAHA)
And I also found out why all my friends were so concerned that I was not like them.
They thought I had something special in my life that they missed out and wanted me to be on par with them.

But NO, I am not going to betray Jesus and be fearful of any papers who stand as my enemies.
The papers are going to fall like Goliath because I compare them to my God.
You don't compare your problems to yourself but know how greater your God is, bigger than any other problem you will ever face or faced.
Like wow, such a young boy like David had faith which could overcome a giant.
How I loved David when he said

Who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God?

Haha, and all your problems equate to bread which will make you stronger each day.
Thank God for all the problems we face even though God didn't create them but He turned each and every one of them for our good.
Like David, we will likewise soar over all our situations all our problems THROUGH CHRIST who strengthens us.
AMEN!!!

Transformed.

2011-11-07T21:44:00.000-08:00

Thinking back and looking at my old pictures, I realised that I've changed a lot.
More in wisdom, more beautiful.
Right there and then, I stopped.
I realised why I changed.

When you see Jesus as someone who is good-looking, you become transformed into that image by His grace.
AWESOME man.
Like you see Jesus being cool, you become so cool that whatever you wear becomes cool cos you are wearing it.
So, everything transforms because you see JESUS and not yourself.
You look at His finished work and not your own works.
That's how God's systems works.
By picturing Jesus as someone who supplys all your needs, sooner or later, you become someone who receives so much, you supply other's needs too.

It's really a TESTIMONY.
That I've become so much taller because I pictured Jesus who was of stature, and was tall.
That I've become so much more beautiful because I pictured Jesus who had a face that shone above mankind.
That I've become so much wiser because I pictured Jesus as someone who answered everyone with wisdom.

So, now I really hope you to picture Jesus too as someone you want to be.
This way, you will transform from glory to glory in His image. :)

The life of God.

2011-10-30T02:34:00.000-07:00

Today's sermon was good. :)

Pastor Lian preached today, really made me know how blessed I am to be a New Creationer. :P

To know that Pastor Prince who always preaches for us is made known in so many places.

So glad that the ministry of grace is being brought internationally.

I don't know about you but I feel really at peace right now and totally blessed every day of my life.

Today really made me to let go.

Let go of all my burdens, all my worries about my CCA etc.

I've been really troubled about my CCA recently and have been scolded a lot by my teacher-in-charge.

But now I know that when I wait on the Lord, the least of me can experience God's grace.

Which I really need right now, if you know what situation I am in.

And how I keep comparing myself to the past leaders to my past results, it's just been so tiring to always look at the past.

Today I know that actually I can forget the former things because God is doing a new thing!

This is so cool because now I really feel really relaxed without any burdens or any chains to tie me down. :)

Haha, so glad God does something different from me.

I am not normal, I am GLORIOUS.

Thank you Lord for letting me realise this truth before I get into depression or some sort.

It's like a disease to keep worrying about something I guess.

I don't think it's a very good thing.

Lord, I just want to rest in Your finished work for me:)

Too blessed to be stressed.

2011-10-24T03:33:00.000-07:00

Hi, just wanted to blog cos' i'm kinda bored. hehe :)
Things have been going smoothly lately except for cca stuff.
I can't believe I totally screwed up my leadership position...
This subject has been travelling through my mind for ages.
I got like reprimanded from my teacher-in-charge and yeahhh.
I really didn't know it takes so much work to be a leader.
I really want to rest and accomplish everything I need to without stress.

So, here, I wanna make a change.
I think I was being too irresponsible and slacky so far and I really want to lead and serve my cca well.
Lord, guide me in all of your ways because I think you are the greatest leader of them all.
My God has made us kings and queens to rule the earth! :)
So, I'm sure that all these leadership qualities would be displayed in me and that all the works done by Jesus from Matthew to John would be revealed in me.
A lion, man, ox and eagle.

But the good news is....
I got L1R5 12 points!
Can you believe it?
Oh how much He loves me to bring me from one level of grace to another. :)
Hmm, and church has been really enjoyable and always putting in me a fresh revelation of Jesus.
Praise and Worship too has been brought to a higher level :)
I know that my God will always sustain me with His grace and now, I realise I just have to continue receiving.
Thank you Lord so much :)

renewed.

2011-10-16T01:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was uber cool.
Couldn't post this yesterday cos' I was super tired and yeah.
Totally had fun yesterday!!
Learned about the righteousness of God which brings peace and joy to us :)
Peace is not just about meditating in the fountain or a mountain but peace is being calm in the midst of the storm.
How awesome is that.
Like Jesus who continued RESTING in the storm while the disciples were all panicking.
Love how Jesus does things, completely and way different from man.

Yeah so we also played loads of fun games.
(which were also super tiring)
It was like back to primary school or something haha.
Always young with Jesus AMEN.
So yeah, played a lot and ran like mad.
I think I sweat a lot too. ):
Then went arcade and played mario-kart.
Got 2nd so sad man, but it's okay I already have the victory in Christ :)
Today, I think a lot of our minds were being renewed again as we speak forth what we were hoping to see, speaking all our pasts which are going to be restored so much more.
I bet we can never know how much Jesus is going to mould our future.
Then, there BOOM, all our sad pasts and our lives are going to be transformed.
The people of the world can see the light of Jesus shining through us. HOW COOL.
God permitted these things to happen to us so we would run to Him, we would seek Him.

Anyways, today's sermon was really deep too.
Opened my eyes to see that Jesus came to serve us.
I've never thought of it that way that Jesus came down to serve us.
All along, I thought we were always serving Him, worshiping Him.
But no, He came as a servant.
It's amazing to know what a kind and thoughtful saviour He is to lay down His life so that we may become the righteousness of God.
So glad all my paths drip with abundance and I have much more blessings than the people who lived in Jesus' time, the people of this world.
Man, if He always blessed Jesus, how much more would He bless us!
Loved today and I loved how Jesus didn't condemn anyone or make anyone sick so that we are made whole and healed in Jesus' name.
I really hate it when others say that Jesus gave me this disease etc. cos' I did something wrong.
How could you not know Jesus' heart for you to be whole and well?
He wants you to prosper and always be hunted down by grace.
HAHA NO WAY OUT MAN.
PRISONERS OF GRACE :)

Our God is greater.

2011-10-09T01:16:00.000-07:00

Today's preaching was so awesome.
I loved how the Lord always cares for us and always makes everything so easy and simple.
When Jesus bore the crown of thorns and died for us, it's so awesome that Jesus died for OUR sins.
It wasn't the Roman soldiers who made Him die for us, He wanted to.
His destiny in this world is to die.
How awesome our Saviour is.
He came to this world to die so that we will be dead to sin and alive in Christ!

I really liked this part of the preaching when Pastor Prince talked about the thieves who died on the right and left of Jesus.
When one the thief realised what a different spirit of person Jesus is, He said, "Lord, remember me in Your kingdom."
Just one simple sentence and saying that He is your Lord, you will be saved.
And how awesome Jesus replied

Today, you will be with me in paradise.

It's so EASY to be with Jesus.
And yet He gave us a choice.
Like even someone like me He will love, He will care for.
It's crazy man!
But really I received so much today. :)

There's no end to Your love, You're with us.

grace.

2011-10-06T00:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night the Lord spoke to me.
OH this is so wonderful.
You know when Jesus multiplied the 2 fish and 5 loaves.
The 5 loaves represent grace.
He is saying then, "My grace is sufficient for you."
And you know what does the leftover baskets mean?
OH MY GOSH.
He is saying, "My grace is overflowing."
Right there, I couldn't help but cry cos' I know how much He loves me man.
He not only wanted me to have grace but also wanted me to have more than enough.
God sure doesn't know when to stop HAHA.
:) really, Jesus loves me.

Guard your heart.

2011-10-01T06:13:00.000-07:00

Sup, today was really awesome.
I came expecting to hear God's revelation for me to the women's meeting.
Really, today I got my prayers answered. :)

So, today Anna talked about God's love for me and to guard my heart.
You know, the people of the world always want to find satisfaction in guys etc.
But we the people of God, He called us "My people" yeah, we find satisfaction in His love.
The things of the world can NEVER satisfy you.
Sometimes, you think you're not that great just cos' you don't have a boyfriend or something.
But that's not what God wants you to find your worth in, He wants you to find your worth in Christ who died for you.
Other times, you think why God let this guy, a guy I liked for so long to just dump me?
He actually has someone much better in store for you and He knew that you and him will not turn out well.

You see, God understands your heart completely and realise, you are much more worth than diamonds and rubies.
You stand tall, far above anyone else, because you know God's unfailing love for you.
Once you know Gods love for you and know that such a handsome, cool, and everything person chose to die for you.
WOW, you can really don't care about anything else, anyone and just be constantly filled with God's love.
And I guarantee you, you'll always be satisfied, always happy, never feeling bored.
I figured out so many things today and all of these things just clicked in place.
I don't need to feel desperate or jealous of any couple cos' I know the Lord loves me.
:)
So touched by the love of God.

Still You hear me when I'm calling, Lord you catch me when I'm falling.

Nothing is impossible for God.

2011-09-25T03:38:00.000-07:00

This time, I won't be the same as the last.
I won't be trying to hide my God and take all the credit.
All the previous times, I always wanted to open my mouth and say to my friends that it was Jesus who made everything possible in my life.
But I didn't.
Somehow after DARE service on Saturday, things changed.
I felt the Lord putting in me a spirit of boldness.
The miracle which I wanted was to do well for my EOYS.
He knew.

The spirit of the world is to accomplish everything through your works, your strength, your mind and your heart.
But I am NOT of the world, but a co-heir of Christ~
Really, the revelation which I receive everything I step into the house of God changes me every time.
Sometimes I start to wonder if the person in the past in the old photos, was that really me?
You can never believe how much the Lord has changed me.
From some person who everyone disliked to someone who is favoured by God and man.
I really wanted to cry when I sang today, "Your love is better than life, sweeter than wine".
Cos' I knew that my God transformed me from one person to another.
His love is so great man.
Even an outcast like me He would care.
Even a clumsy fellow like me He would care.
Even a person who only knows how to throw tantrums, He still cared.
It's really CRAZY when you know despite whatever you lack, despite whoever you are, despite your family background God LOVES you!
Knowing that makes you have strength over sin, strength over your circumstance.

Yeah, and right, today's sermon by Pastor Lian was amazing.
The child who could not open the cookie jar was me.
Why didn't I think of asking my brother, Jesus to help me?
How foolish I was to think that as long as I tried hard enough I could get a cookie out of that jar.
The Lord does not want me or you to try as hard as you can.
Just simply as Jesus to help you open that cookie jar.
It's that easy.
Believing that He will fulfill His promises for you!
Really, I didn't walk out the same as I came in to church.

Now I have power over my exams.
Exams, my God reigns over you and since Jesus is in me, I reign over you as well.
So exams, go home and cry to your mum/dad while I pass you with flying colours.
Nothing is too great for my God and He can do the same for you too as long as you come to approach Him.
He has many blessings but too little people to bless.
Be one of the ones He blesses. :)

blessed to be a blessing.

2011-09-23T03:26:00.000-07:00

Today the Lord revealed to me new things today!
It's so cool!!
You know: blessed to be a blessing?
It actually has 2 meanings to it.
1. God blessed you to be a blessing to the world.
2. You feel blessed to become a blessing.
HOW COOL!
It's really cool how God has like hidden things inside one thing.
And the Lord reveals to the believers and open up their spiritual eyes :)
Yeah, just sharing and excited to be in the house of the Lord tomorrow!!

The prayers of the righteous avails much.

2011-09-12T01:35:00.000-07:00

Okay, just a short testimony.
PE.
So, my PE group wasn't doing really well for the past few games and I really wanted to win so I could attain a good grade for PE, just so it would look good on my report slip.
You wouldn't want your PE grade to have a C or D would you?

So here it goes, the PE story. (haha, potential energy)
Okay, sorry.
Um, I can't believe this but on the first round, guess how much we scored?
1. 1
I don't know how but we got striked out really quick. (oh btw, I play softball for PE)
Yeah, so we were like couldn't believe our eyes, cos' we had to beat our opponent by scoring soooo much more for our second round.
And there and then, I was like God is my strength, God is my strength. (what I meditated in the morning)
It was cool how many points we scored before we were out.
15: The number of rest.

Be prepared for essay writing:

We had 1 more strike out till the other team is out.
15-16.
One more point and we were going to be on par.
They the pitchers and we the fielders.
But how is possible?
Claudia was going to hit the ball, a badminton player.
It was a forced play which meant that everyone was forced to run and it is almost impossible to be stopped.
Actually, I prayed before this that we would win and kept confessing that I was more than a conqueror.
The ball was being batted.
It flew really high and far.
I didn't have negative thoughts in my head nor do I have any positive ones.
My mind was in a total blank.
The runners on the bases were running.
Everything happened as if time slowed down.
Plop! It landed on Shirlyn's glove.
OMG victory! A flying ball caught = immediate strike out.
I was like OMGGGGGGGGG.
Haha, yeah that's it.
WE WONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

And there, we won, for the very first time.
Haha, the prayers of the righteous do avail much right?
And yeah, we don't really need to pray for victory cos' Jesus has already won the victory ain't that right?
We just need to continue walking in it.
Always remembering our right standing with the Lord.
Just ending the day today, it was really fun and all.
Okay bye!

Today is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it.

mass baptism.

2011-09-04T01:06:00.000-07:00

Hello yesterday had NCC baptism at East Coast Park.
I guess I had a blasted time there, despite the super long wait (2h) to get on the shuttle bus.
And I was kinda angry I didn't wear a dark-coloured tee cos' someone forgot to inform us again.
Yeah, so in the end, we resorted to camwhoring.
HAHA, it was actually kinda fun.
Anna joined it too! :)

Anna is SOOO cute and still so pretty :)
Haha, and we took some in the bus too.
Pretty fun!

But the most fun part was arriving there!
We got really bored and played card games since the wet games and all were cancelled.
Even though no one brought picnic mats, we still had loads of fun!
So we made Ashley lose Indian Poker, who cheated me of having a big no. when I got a 5.
I couldn't stop laughing when we forfeited her to tell Wayne "You are so hot, you should show more than just your arms"
And I heard from Hannah Hee that he blushed.
Totally awesome man!
And played again and we made her lose TWICE IN A ROW.
And we dared her to tell Wayne (the same one) "Do you have abs? Can you take off your shirt?"
OMG, damn funny man! Loved this day!
Even though we only had 2h (?) to stay at ecp, it was really fun.
This joy was a different one, a more peace-filled one.

The Lord turned everything around for His good and that really makes me at rest.
And to top that up, we got free food and drinks from a random NCC person and yeah, I could really feel his presence there, enveloping me.
:) I never felt that I shouldn't belong to my DG and never will. :)

You are my beloved, in whom I am well pleased.

God is Able.

2011-08-30T05:41:00.000-07:00

Sup everyone!

Just got back from the Hillsong Tour 2011 God is Able!!!!!!!!

Anyways, it has been really fun and totally feeling the presence of God.

Went like super early around 12 (?) to like queue. :)

But I wasn't absolutely happy about wearing the E&E shirt.

Yup, brought Macs and all :), quite yummy. (actually not really)

I think we sat there for about 3 whole hours waiting for the concert to start.

It felt good that many youths were eager to step into the house of the Lord.

And most importantly, I would like to thank God for reminding me to bring my ticket and helping not lose it (I kinda dropped it like 4-5 times) :D

It was quite disappointing though that we couldn't get the front rows even though we managed to get into the start of the queue.

OKAY, HERE'S THE AWESOME PART.

The P&W!

It was totally awesome.

No, that would be an understatement. :)

It was unlike any P&W, and had a different 'feel' to it, the Hillsong 'feel' ("That would probably because they're there" <- I can totally sense Annora saying this)

Although I was pretty disturbed by the younger girls beside me, who are constantly distracted and keep looking behind and here and there.

God's everywhere. You don't need to look for Him.

Haha, but that's not the point.

It's as if every song had a different part about Jesus and yeah, I learnt a lot today.

I love the lyrics of every single song, which brings out something new.

Something that encourages me and reminds me.

Here comes my favourite song :)

GOD IS MOVING.

I think even the worship leaders were captivated by us, seeing us doing all the funny actions made by our church.

Maybe they would bring that back to theirs LOL.

Like at first, I felt sleepy but when Pastor Daniel prayed and told us about Jesus and His disciples, I suddenly was rejuvenated and felt so refreshed.

He really has God's anointing, having to say about Jesus' disciples lifting up their hands just like we did :)

And when I lifted my hands and looked up, it really felt as if I was one of the disciples looking at Jesus who is looking at me, pouring all the blessings onto me.

Wow, even when he parted from the crowd, he continued blessing them.

Oh how he loves us.

To be honest, I really didn't want the concert to end, it was too good to be true.

And yeah, to sum it all up, it was really fun.

Haha, and it sounds a little mushy, but I love my DG, each and every one of them.

They're like more than your friend.

I don't know how to put this but yeah, really love you guys.

Now all I am, I lay at your feet, I'm humbled by the wonders of your majesty

Lord, guide me.

2011-08-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

Don't you agree that it's so hard to be in the grace of God and do nothing but believe?
It's really difficult for me, being thought that there is no free bread that falls from the sky.
I don't know but I really want flow in the grace of the Lord.
Everyday's been such a bore, so mundane.
I want a change in my life, something that can be the key to my prison cell.
And that's Jesus.
Somehow when you realise His faithfulness and abundant grace towards you, you can't help but love him.
Everyone's so caught up in doing things to achieve good results.
But with God, you don't do things, you just receive.

Maybe it's when you grow older, it's harder to change your mindset.
Lord, I don't know how should I study for my finals.
I just don't know how to lump so many things in my head.
And it's really stressful for me, being the "cream of the crop" during the mid terms.
I didn't know how and what I did to achieve my good grades during the mid year exams.
So now I don't know what should I do.
Lord, I really want to just lift all the burden of my shoulders and just rest.
It's like stress is getting into me.

What should I do?
Thank you Lord for accepting such insolent and undeserving people like me, Lord I pray that you are the one that can make my paths straight and turn everything out for my good.
I'll just make the church my priority and Lord just make things successful for me.

It is vain for you to rise up early, to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows; for so He gives His beloved sleep - Psalms 127:2

weakness to fullness.

2011-08-04T05:36:00.000-07:00

Haha, you know what?

I failed Physics, for common test.

I was actually totally demoralised and cried a little. okay, maybe quite a lot.

I didn't expect myself to fail physics, I mean it's been one of my favourites.

): But after reading 100 Days of Unmerited Favour, I felt much better. :)

I realised that whatever we are weak in, God can like fill our weakness to become strengths.

You know, I'm so delighted to know that the Lord uses the weak to confound the mighty.

If not for that, I think I will in a bottomless pit.

Really, I think I am pretty useless in everything.

But God uses people like me, who are last to become to first.

In Jesus' name, I shall be the head and not the tail, above and not beneath.

This way, the Lord can use me to glorify His name because if I was powerful and almighty, I'll just be using my own self-efforts and showing off myself right?

I really like the way God does things, unlike men.

Men only looks outwardly but God looks at your faith.

I really want to encourage you to listen to Pastor Prince's sermons, the podcast on iTunes.

It really cheers me up and I feel like God delivered me from the miry clay I was stuck in.

Everything just turns 360 around for me.

Like a completely new revelation.

I'm really glad to have God, who is full of grace and truth.

Just a side note, Chem SPA was totally awesome. HAHA
I used to suck in doing practical works but this rocks my socks (LOL)

And Annora, if you're reading this I have to tell you something about what's mentioned above.

Love you guys for reading this :)

God bless!

The first shall be the last, and the last first.

revelation.

2011-07-26T06:57:00.000-07:00

You know the other time, Pastor shared about revelation like wow!
I uncovered some today :)
Today like during chem, I was like doodling around as usual and copying what teacher wrote on the board.
Then I realised what I was writing:

Acid + Alkali = Salt + Water

It reminded me of how Jesus said to his disciples that "You are the salt of the earth".
It mean everyone around you will be thirsty for the Word.
Yeah, and then Water right, doesn't that equates to the Word?
OMG, I was so astounded when I realised it and excited at the same time!
Then I kept listening to mrs boo teaching and uncovered a few others.

ROYGBIV

So it's like the colours of the rainbow, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet.
7 in total = perfection (which I found out quite a while ago)
Then, I looked deeper.
And do you realise that G is in the middle?
Then it hit me, it's like God being in the midst of every of your situation and always in the center of your life.
You know, when you're conscious of Daddy's love for you, you'll start seeing Him everywhere, just like I did.
Oh oh, and one last one.

pH= 7 (neutral)

You see again, the number of perfection.
And it's neutral which also equals to water.
Like omg, I can't get enough of all this sudden realisations!
It's like as if your eyes opened to a whole new world!
God's POV or something like that.
I really didn't understand when Pastor Prince said that you'll start seeing Jesus everywhere.
And after this chem lesson, I totally fathom what he was talking about.
Since God is the creator of the universe and everything, I bet He'll sure leave His signatures around throughout the earth.
I felt that through this lesson by God, I really want to know more, more about God.
And I think that's what He was all along trying to tell me!
TO FEED ON GOD'S WORD!
Why didn't I realise earlier?!

How amazing my God is!
To constantly remind us of Him.
And I just realised that I had 3 revelations today - the number of resurrection.
Love my abba father, teaching me new things each day.
I really want to continue growing in the Lord and be a great woman of God to preach the gospel all the way to the ends of the earth so they'll know Daddy's love for them & they do not need to feel condemned anymore.
Anyways God loves you <3 :D

Oh how He loves us

restoration.

2011-07-24T01:04:00.000-07:00

Really really enjoyed today's sermon by Pastor Lim Lian Neo.
Totally anointed and received a fresh revelation (uncovering).
You know, the other time I said I lost $100?
Today's sermon was about restoration too.

In Exodus 22, If a man steals an ox or a sheep, and kills it or sells it, he shall repay five oxen for an ox, andfour sheep for a sheep.

So it's the same thing, if I lose $100, God will repay me back 5 times more.
Isn't that our great our Lord is?
Who cares about every minuscule problem we care about.
God cares for you and will not want you to just sit there and watch the devil rob you of everything you have.
Take action.

And also today, Pastor shared about having to meditate God's word.
At first, I thought meditating was about reading the Bible wholeheartedly and focusing carefully or either keep memorising the word.
But no, God doesn't want that.
It's simply just confessing about one portion of the word.
E.g The Lord is my High Priest of confessions so I hit the mark every time.
Yeah, so you just have to believe what you say and keep meditating like when you need rest.
For instance, you keep studying non-stop for like 3h and need a break.
The break can be used to meditate the Word, confessing that you have the mind of Christ and the Lord is your solution for your problems or just ask God to lead and guide you to what you have to study for the upcoming examinations.
Meditation can bring you from one stage of grace to another!
Isn't that radically wonderful?

And this truth was revealed to me: knowledge of Jesus.
I just thought that the knowledge was just knowing God and like what He has done for us.
However, it turns out it was involving Christ in every situation you face.
When you pray for the sick, imagine Jesus also praying with you and results will suffice.
When you take the exams, imagine Jesus also sitting beside you, leading you to the answers.
Imagine Jesus everywhere you go, right beside you, doing everything you're doing.
That is the knowledge of Jesus - involving Him.

Today I learnt so much, being refreshed deeply into the Word.
It's like after 5 working days (studying), you come to church and get closer to God each time.
Because there are times which you forget grace.
Yeah, so I encourage you to haha, go church or download newcreationchurch app.
Everyday has a daily devotion for you to read and encourage you every day in your life.
And remember Jesus is in the midst of you. :)

Meditation = No medication

long week.

2011-07-22T02:41:00.000-07:00

This week was kinda strenuous and tiring: caught up with school.
So I apologise for not blogging ):

Hmm, so can I just pass on a few song recommendations?
Haha, just that I've been listening to nice songs recently, really nice ones.
Top on my list is "Love is Here" by Tenth Avenue North.
It's really cool how a foreign band could sing such anointed songs.
Idk why, but the lyrics touched me a lot and I feel really loved by God.
You guys should really really listen to it.
Okay, second would "How He Loves Me" by Hillsong United, my favourite band of all time.
Oh oh! And I've been hearing more Hillsong Kids song.
Can't rmbr the title now though but there was a rap in it (I love raps♥).

Okay enough of songs, update!
COUNTDOWN: 1 more day till DARE. (approx. 20h)
Haha, and there was racial harmony day too :)
I won't have any pictures for that, sorry ):
Forgot to take one with Ayuni D:
And I was a chi-lay for a day :) wore Ayuni's costume.
Kinda fun and had $5 Popular voucher for wearing one.

Just saying but I really really miss my family a lot, as in my DG.
Has been like 2 weeks since I saw them.
And I really miss talking, chatting, laughing & doing stupid and retarded things with them.
Church is gonna be awesome tomorrow, I just know it.
Lord, I cast all my homework and common tests onto you :)

Oh and nowadays, have been reading a gay fan-fict.
Actually it was weird and disgusting since it was a homosexual one, but soon got used to it.
It's kinda cute at times, but still a little gross.
And somehow I'm kinda afraid I would turn into one, probably cos' I'm in an all-girls school.
I don't know how to say this in words but I found a girl attractive.
OMG, ewwww.
Okay, and like somehow idk how but we have been sitting next to each other coincidentally.
Ahhh, okay weird thoughts encircling my mind.
Is it like normal or something?
Disgusted just thinking about it but I have to admit she's kinda pretty (can't believe I typed this out)
If you happen to read this just erase it out of your mind, kthxbai.

Walk by faith, not by sight

Not funny.

2011-07-13T06:31:00.000-07:00

MISSING

If ever found, please return to Grace Jin, thanks :)

I've been like missing money nowadays. ):
I wonder who stole it.
Has to be someone from my family...
But surprisingly, I don't really want to blame any of them but I just want my money back.
These are the money I have been saving for ages for many stuff (which includes mission trip).
So this morning when I realised that like I lost my $100 note, I was severely brokenhearted.
I don't know why but tears started welling up in my eyes.
Do you know how it's like to save the money and not eat as much as food as you want to just to save the money?
Maybe you might not understand but food is really important to me.
Food is like what I need to eat every second, every minute, every hour, every day.
(Okay, maybe I was exaggerating, maybe only 3 meals per day)
But still, it's not nice to take others' people money so lightheartedly and not know the feelings they had when they couldn't buy as much food just to save the money.

I'm really disappointed in you, whoever you are.
But I think I should forgive you, you probably had your reasons right?
I will just simply trust the Lord to restore what I have lost and much more.
I know His grace is sufficient for me and I don't think that I should revolve around money but instead the money should revolve money.
So guys, if you lose anything, just cast your cares onto the Lord for He cares for you and most importantly, His love never fails and all your prayers and cries were heard by your Daddy.

God will supply.

what a surprise.

2011-07-10T02:40:00.000-07:00

Wayne's birthday yesterday haha :D (I mean we celebrated his birthday yesterday)
It was really fun and yeah, fun :)
But thanks to Joash and Joseph who were like "I know where the other girls went, they went to buy a cake."
What the, so much for being a surprise.
Seriously, can't stop laughing cos' like they were making such a fool out of themselves.
Oh and btw, service was really awesome.
I think it was the best one I ever attended.
Pastor Daniel was really anointed when he did p&w for the last part.
(The sad thing was that I was really urgent during p&w so I can't jump so hard. ):)
So back to the birthday thing, got a free BK crown for Wayne HAHA.
And the coupling thing is totally gross.
To add on, they're both from a guys' school.
Who knowwsssss what could happen HAHAHAHA.

Anyways, went to Annora's house for awesome fellowship-ing time with Janelle and Hannah.
Really, really fun man.
Went to like chat with random people on Omegle.
Really funny especially that Indian MBA guy, hilarious.
I thought my stomach is gonna burst when I was laughing.
I can't believe this website made us talk to the same Indian guy for 3 times, 2 of which were consecutive.
But some people there are just plain sick, which is not very nice.
And thank you Annora for getting me chocolates, I love you so much ♥
Really love my DG and really say it before it happens.
Like at the start of every day, you can proclaim, "This is the day the Lord has made, I'll rejoice and be glad in it."
You'll really really enjoy that day, cos' you have no idea how much happiness the Lord wants you to experience in your daily lives.
So, say it before you see it. :)
Walk by faith, not by sight.

Thank you Lord for my kingdom friends.

Gossip.

2011-07-08T06:53:00.000-07:00

Okay, I just want to share my thoughts on this topic: gossip, as you can see.
To me, I really think that this is not the right thing to do.

gossip: conversation or reports about other people's private lives which might be unkind, disapproving or not true

I'm quite frustrated with my mother who also surprisingly gossips about her friend, who is currently our tenant.
I mean, these "annoying" people might be annoying at times, but you might turn out to be much worse than them when you gossip.
It's like when you say mean things about others, the comments you made or whatever your friends made might get instilled into your mind, making you think that way of that person whenever you see them.
It's also not very nice for the victim to coincidentally hear whatever you have to say about them.
In other words, you are demoralising them and make them feel bad about themselves.
Not every one can choose who they want to be.
Many people just need love or whatever they are missing in their lives, it's not exactly their fault they're that way.
Why can't you just accept them for who they are?
Maybe by doing that they may become better or you can just tell them straight in the face.
You don't have to talk behind their backs right?

Okay, I'm sorry if I offended anyone.
But you know God doesn't like judge us for who we are but He judges His finished work, Jesus.
(Which my mother doesn't agree, I feel like slapping her face)
Anyways, yeah, there's no need to try to be someone else or try to do good things.
When you realise that what the Lord has done for you and His grace is sufficient for you, you will change to become more like the Lord unknowingly.
Just my opinion of gossip.

P.S Guys who gossip are more bitch-ier than girls who do. Just saying.
(LOL now I'm the one gossiping, how contradicting)

Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat of its fruit -Proverbs 18:21

Encounter Jesus.

2011-07-03T21:22:00.000-07:00

OMG, been a very very very long time since I blogged.
I don't know why but I think I should write down my feelings somewhere.
Okay, I think I should write about the NCC EJ Camp 2011.

It was really really extremely fun. I really really missed it a lot.
So we had a huge surprise by our senior pastor, Pastor Joseph Prince who showed up.
And we had my favourite singer of all time: Sean Goh haha :)
I really learnt a lot of things from camp like how to DARE to be different.
It really opened up a new revelation in me cos' like I found that this year I wanted to be like everyone else worrying about the examinations and all.
But I realised that my Lord has better plans for me, He has already went to my future and made it all bright for me.
I realised that no one can be more me than ME. (another revelation LOL)
Yeah, and my DG bonded so much more during camp.
During like sessions when the pastors were praying for us and all, I felt like all the chains have been broken and I've been set free.
No wonder I thought that David was different - he really was.
David came forth and faced his giant - bread.
Jesus also came and took our sins so that we no longer be always weary and heavy laden.
I really want to thank the Lord for being so gracious to me.

Oh, and testimony: okay so I wrote "#3. Have more friends".
And really God's perspective of friends is much more than mine.
No wonder pastor said that God's ways are different from mens'.
So like somehow we were talking that me and Melia looked alike - Carolyn's sister told me that.
Then like Anna overheard it and asked Melia to come along and we took pictures.
I wonder if I should post it here though.
Now, you see God's point of view: everyone knows me in her DG and bus cos' she showed it to her whole bus.
And just heard recently from Elena that she posted it on Twitter too and now everyone knows me.
HAHA, it's really funny when you see random people looking at you, pointing and smiling at you.
I really thank the Lord for everything that happened during camp and how it really transformed my life.

I don't know how to bring this across but the camp was really awesome for me.
I just want you guys to know that Jesus can transform your life today and that you really don't have to use your own self-efforts to change yourself or turn yourself into a better person.
It just happens effortlessly when you learn about God's grace.
Yeah, all glory to God.
And btw, I'll just post a couple of my favourite photos down here: :)
Acording to days:

DAY 1: while crazily waiting for our room keys.

DAY 2: soaking time at Sunway Lagoon :D

DAY 3: our secret code *hint: toilet*

DAY 4: our DARE photo with pastor (find wally)

DAY 4: hope+love :)

DAY 5: in Singapore. (look at my shoulders, awesome)

DAY 5: in the bus otw to Singapore (this should have been posted before the previous one but whatever)

HAHA, just saying that everything was fun.

And you can be a history maker too :D

P.S our DG was late for almost every event (literally)

I can do everything through Him that gives me strength -Philippians 4:13

friends will forever be friends ♥

2010-09-09T02:23:00.000-07:00

spent an awesome time with E&E on the day of the fallen musical.
the pics are out now. :D

yeah awesome day with awesome people :D

end of years coming up.

gotta study now.

enjoy the pics :D

080910 ; DMC & Maths Extra Lesson

2010-09-07T23:18:00.000-07:00

yeah, this week has been a busy day.
i don't even think this week is a holiday lor.
total 4 projects: drama, science, geography and home ec.
and i still have to tuday for eoys. w
what is this man.
argh! so tired.
having cca now..
ps. for not blogging for so long.
latest update.
and btw i love 20100905. :D
heheh :D

- trinity :D

♥ 310810 ; tumblr.

2010-08-31T05:03:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating for so long.
have been busy for loads of stuff including tumblr.
tumblr is really a fun place :D
you guys shuld get one soon or smth. :D

yeah and everything's been kinda fun.
♥ing fallen and "love is undeniable"song.
super nice. so sad the people who i invited couldn't make it.
took loads of pics on saturday. posing as inception.
and OMG i rocked in those photos. can't wait for grace t to upload them.

and like if you wanna know more personal stuff and quicker updates, you guys shuld jut prolly get a tumblr and follow me. :D
i'm sure you won't regret cos' it rules over fb, like seriously. :D

ps. i want a blackberry♥

♥ 130810 ; FRIDAY THE 13TH.

2010-08-13T05:38:00.000-07:00

woots loving the 9.00 show now! like totally Unriddle.
super nice i swear everyone must watch it man.
and there's like joshua ang ; he's damn cute and cooool.
and rui en ; super cooool dude and joey ching's her fan LOL.
loving the clown episode.
super scary but exciting at the same time.

can't wait for holidays to start since cts are over already.
so stressed out from cts, finally i can take a break kit kat.
but internet's getting kinda boring D:
that's why i decided to revive my blog :D
hmmmm, yeah.
thing's been turning out good and bad for me man.
:D and D:
hmmmmm.

yeah and i performed for NDP! :D
cool right?

so it's like johnathan, joshua, me, cleo, alvin, kai wen, charissa and janelle. :D
the awesomest team ever! :D
damn awesome right?

and today went out with hannah, june and li xuan today.
it was kinda fun, went frolicks and hanged out and all.

my one's the oreo one ; june's the flowery and lixuan's strawberry.
pity hannah didnt order any.
anyways, she was spending a lot of $ alrdy.
yeah and went hme. lol.
hannah was rly being a typical singaporean.
rushing for mrt, finding a seat and tapping her card so swiftly.
== but how can you blame her, since she's really a singaporean. :D

♥ beatboxing.

010810 ;

2010-08-01T06:50:00.000-07:00

YOOOOOOOOO!
the first day of the new month! :D
cant wait for practices tmr.
but i am scared at the same time.
i wouldnt know anyone D:
argh! what to do? :/

♥ 300710 ; THANK GOD!

2010-07-30T06:23:00.000-07:00

OGMOMGOGMOGMGOGMOGMOGMGOMGOMGOG
THANK YOU GOD VERY VERY MUCH!

I PASSED!
i passed the auditions with janelle and another girl.
super happy.
but now i would be really busy, going for practices.
since i have to get rdy by next sat. D:
awww man.
but anyways, i love dancing. :D
and and, i am gonna be on stage. OMG can't wait for that day.

God just saves the best for the last! ♥

♥ 250710 ; 3RD SERVICE!

2010-07-25T05:01:00.000-07:00

hi. :D
yeah, oops. i think i made someone angry.
heheh. i didn't mean it just because i didn't put smiley faces. D;

okay but anyways, went for 3rd service. :D
sry annora and thank you very much for the live stream talk.
:D
really thank you!
rushed all the way to suntec man.
said hi!
and got my frozen yogurt with fruity pebbles!
awesome thanks annora!
and owned the basketball game at arcade with hannah.
456!
service was damn awesome learned a lot of stuff.

shuldn't talk too much as i know some people are reading so.
BYEBYE! can't wait for dare service this sat. :D

♥ 250710 ; FORMSPRING!

2010-07-24T19:29:00.000-07:00

hey, i created a formspring.
http://www.formspring.me/qracexDD
eh, must ask questions horh! :D
and i will ans them! :D

♥ 240710 ; OPEN MIC

2010-07-24T05:53:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO. back from open mic!
here's how it goes.
met janelle & annora at paya lebar mrt.
got a Rockery drink that annora owed me! :D
went up to rock lvl 6.
there were a lot of snacks there. YUMYUM.
i ♥ the Doritos.
sean goh was interviewing people so gotta run.
and you know, my blogshop supplier, Janice was actually from the band!
she passed me the stuff and DOORS OPEN!

comfy seats and glowy sticks.
the mc, johnny was funny.
games were retarded.
the balloon popping game, bryan was the winner.

so the performance was:
WOW Walking on Water > Alex Koh > Agape > Kenny & Sharon > Isobel Stephen > Unbelievable > Memorial > Beloved of Beloveds > George Soo > BandForHisGlory > The Pigeons > TOMIN

WOW; there was asaph, eloise's brother! accent the performance was quite okay.
Alex Koh; guy who sang solo with his own original song.
Agape; mc from EJ camp. her voice was rly nice. and with the guy with a weird mouth LOL.
Kenny & Sharon; GenRev couple! :D cuteee.
Isobel Stephen; you raise me up in japanese. only heard kimono.
Unbelievable; grace tan, hannah, joash, janice, eloise, princeton, sean, wilfred, thaddeus, jillian! but i think too many instruments at one go. D: 10 MEMBERS! dress code: checkered.
Memorial; jc and jz. jz's rapping was not tht good. the mc's one was better LOL. jc's singing was not that good either. and jz couldn't do a freestyle LOL.
BOB; gideon and sam's group totally awesome. I LOVE SAM'S VOICE, i think she could be a singer. accent gideon's voice was awesome as well! song written by sam.
George Soo; AWESOMEST performance. blues kind of guy. sunglasses ON. his bro, the weird beatboxer.

where's my cookie?

BandForHisGlory; the all girl group with Beverly. i think bev is plain awesome. she can dance, sing and play the guitar. damn cool! the drummer was totally awesome! dress code: same black shirt with red wordings and skinnies.
The Pigeons; two girls could beatbox damn cool. and harmony was nice.
TOMIN; bald guitarist!

gay guys: his hair got problem.

ROFL!
btw, the gay guy shirt is too tight for him -annora.
♥ed all the performances!
WOW encored: American Boy.
really nice song and the girl singing was awesome.
asaph is better at this type of songs. really nice!
encore for George Soo

Joash and Barney!

HAHAH!
and the mc rapping was DAEBAK!
damn nice. his freestyle was totally awesome so much btr than the guy performing!

ate at subways later.
first time ordering!
talking about saliva! LOL!
annora's balloon! HAHHA!
smacked it down 4 TIMES! am i awesome or what?

LOVING OPEN MIC!
going for church service tmr! ♥ i love our dg!

♥ 220710

2010-07-22T03:32:00.000-07:00

argh. my feelings are so screwed up. ):

i really dont wanna be sad but i have no idea why i am feeling kinda sad now. ARGH.

but anyways recently days have gotten happier.

i got invited for soccer but i rejected it.

totally felt regretful but anyways, i don't think i would know anyone there.

and like i also don't know the rules and all.

but i really wanna go but nvm.
and that s commented on my status.
superly unexpected!
maybe q told some stuff about me to s?
i feel so honoured.

and some stuff are not that good.

like lies.

i have no idea why people have to lie about stuff.

it's not like they will get famous after lying or anything right?

and why do people have to like boast about other guys talking to them and stuff?

i really don't geddit man.

== i don't think i can trust you anymore.

and yeah. hmm.

school life is quite okay!

talking to cy more! :D

but kena caught for writing on my book.

i was writing how much i saved LOL.

and teacher said that i was colouring WTH!

but nvm la. :D

had kinda a lot of fun just that my smses get replied really late D:
peace.
CHEEZE!

♥ 100710 ; TESTIMONY!

2010-07-10T07:16:00.001-07:00

hellos, long time no post! too lazy to.
here's my testimony.
named "One single prayer can be really powerful."

On the day of Coach Jos' and Pastor Joe's wedding, I got a blister on the back of my right foot since I was like running in my flats as I was going to be late XP. My right foot started to hurt a lot and I couldn't really walk; I had to limp around. D; The blister started to swell but I had no plaster to put at the back of my foot. After I went back, on the same night, I talked to Eloise :D on Facebook and we were talking about my foot so she said she will pray for me :D YEAH! (and I will be praying for her mosquito bites)

So the next day, Saturday at Dare Group, my feet started to hurt a lot. again. But I had no sock that will cover the back of my foot so I went to buy a plaster. However, it still hurt as I needed to climb down the stairs as the escalator was down. GRR >:( After Dare Group, I totally forgot about my blister and walked as if nothing had happened. Then suddenly, I wondered why I could walk properly. I realised I was healed! PRAISE GOD! :D

one HUGE thank you to God!
& this is all i'm posting. yeah. :D

♥ 150610 - 190610 EJ CAMP

2010-06-19T06:18:00.000-07:00

i miss it SOOOOOOO much.
loved the jokes.
i laughed so hard my stomach hurt and i fell on the floor like 3 times.
oops.
HAO HAO HAO.
bleahs. i think the more i talk about it the more i will miss it.
sorry not much info.
hehehe.

♥ 130610 ; SHOPPING DAY

2010-06-13T06:39:00.000-07:00

went to bugis street today after going GV Marina for church.
got some act cool sec ones. omg.
flirting with the sec one girls in their DG.
disgusting.
bought lots of stuff.
:D
clothes. shorts.
YAY!
so happy.
but my leg was freaking tired cos i think we walked too much for like long hours.
went to iluma to rest.
really fun.
regretted not buying the Superman tee.
awww man.
packing my luggage now for camp.
can't wait!
my luggage is almost full! D;
almost done packing. :D

♥ 100610 ; DANCE PRACTICE.

2010-06-11T07:25:00.000-07:00

went camwhore-ing with Janelle and Andrea.
super fun.
but in the toliet.
we were taking photos ..
and there goes -censored- sound.
OMG.
ran out of the toliet laughing.
seriously it was sick. seriously.
couldn't get the sound out of my head.
we went like everywhere taking photos and laughing.
HAHHA.
it was fun.
and at night.
i talked on the phone for 1h and 15mins.
until 12:58am.
cool right?
so funny.
anyways.
PEACE OUT.
p.s watch nigahiga's YouTube videos. seriously funny. seriously. :D

♥ 070610 - 090610 ; DMC CAMP

2010-06-09T05:00:00.000-07:00

in group 2.

group leader: praizel
members: me, nicole, jolie, meagan and one more: forgot her name.

DAY 1.
went to esplanade.
took kinda a lot of pictures.
had to share cam with nicole.
:D
mr. yeo lent us DSLRS.
cool.
took at the bridge.
went all the way to the casino.
cannot enter; underage -__-
the building was damn freaking big.
but so many branded shops.
i bet i couldn't afford any.
so many police people too.
took a bus back to the original place.
ate macs ; mr. yeo treated us.
THANK YOU!
but no FIFA world cup. D:
dunno where is it even though i upsized :O
i think meagan stole our fries.
i ordered upsized so my fries were obviously bigger.
and she didn't and she took mine.
but since we were sitting on different tables.
forget it.
ate mcflurry too.
freezing like crazy.
drinking iced green tea and eating mcflurry.
BRRRRR.
later took nightshots using tripod.
ghost stories telling at night.
so funny!
hannah was so scared HAHHA.
talked to nicole at night.
night.

DAY 2.
woke up around 5.25am to bathe.
went to bedok reservoir park.
took a few pics there.
so many snails LOL.
meagan was freaking out like crazy cos a worm dropped on her skirt -__-
she didn't dare to eat breakfast.
this old guy doing morning exercise danced really funny.
then went to market and all.
talked to hannah at night HAHHA.
we slept halfway talking and we both dunno what was our last sentence LOL.

DAY 3.
went to comp lab 3.
played at bored.com
LOL. it's pretty fun though.
you should try Secret Exit and Infectornator.
it's very fun.
got ignored by mr. chua cos i kept playing.
when i was supposed to be doing photoshop.
but figured the stuff out.
phone then got confiscated for two loooooooooong hours while i was smsing halfway.
- mr. chua caught me again.
OHNO!
went back to market for reshoot.
pretty fun but still kinda boring.
ate lunch.
ms. chia scolded me for not drinking up my soup.
there's so much and so much MSG.
what's wrong with her man!
even mr. yeo said the same thing too later.
then had phototaking.
i was at the back -___-
no one could even see me. trying to tiptoe.
those sec 1s are so freakinglish tall!
then went home.

♥ 060610 ; CHURCH SERVICE

2010-06-06T21:05:00.000-07:00

went for first service with Janelle.
supposed to meet Andrea but she got some leg cram so yeah.
went to the rock. full.
went to eng wah cinema. full AGAIN.
went to level 4.
sat in first row.
this woman beside me damn irritating keep staring at us.
-_-
but anyways, the msg was nice.
went to sky garden to practice dance.
will upload pics next time.
this blogger thing got prob.
RAAWRR!
went to toys 'r' us.
shocked q hahaha.
were super bored.
met q and his friends again at sky garden.
lol at Jason. acting cool and tough.
-_-
but later went Rockery.

went to Bugis.
bought stuff.
YAY!
for EJ camp.
next time need to buy more.
shall shop with Janelle next time.

BYEOHS.

♥ 040610 ; @Sergaton

2010-06-04T01:18:00.001-07:00

talking to @Sergaton on Twitter.

he knows Jay Park personally, throught Seattle Showbox.

cos this guy is the guy in charge of Defense Productions.

he saw Jay's lil bro, Jehan.

Jehan said "Hello." on the street.

cool. right?

♥ 030610 ; FINALE NIGHT AUDITION

2010-06-02T17:10:00.000-07:00

today's my finale night audition.

wish me good luck.

God will help me to pass it.

yeah.

when i come back i will blog about it.

stay tuned.

PEACE out.

kay back.

went there.

wilfred said that we copied JabbaWockeeZ.

wth!

not like we can't wear the mask right?

stupid.

at least our shoelaces were cool.

danced and had our feedback.

tht celeste girl knows how to dance.

LOL.

so we are gonna change our whole dance.

it's gonna be so much nicer than ever.

& we passed audition.

yay, actually there were only 3 teams joining.

LOL.

so we went to brainstorm at t3.

me and janelle.

heheh.

PEACE.

♥ 270510

2010-05-26T19:10:00.000-07:00

hellos.

umms. i guess i won't be posting too much.

hmm.

busy with twitter, tumblr, fb and stuff.

sorry to my readers.

maybe you can add me @qracexDD on twitter.

ohoh & rmbr to add jay park too @JAYBUMAOM.

thank yous to all my readers.

sorry again.

♥ 170510 ; JAY GOT A TWITTER!

2010-05-18T04:00:00.000-07:00

here's his new youtube video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QAd7Dg4EcJU

and his twitter:

http://www.twitter.com/jaybumaom

and of course his honours:

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♥ 150510 ; DARE SERVICE

2010-05-15T17:36:00.001-07:00

okays, this is like the best dare service ever!
p&w was fun hahahs.

thought annora was coming, then asked grace t to move.

then later i checked my phone, she wasn't coming.

then asked grace t to move back but it's kinda ...

then nvm.

hannah asked me to sit next to her.

then ok lorhhs.

and like the pastor was talking bout his proposal to coach jos.

like okay..

after dare, accompanied hannah to the toilet.

went out and saw q.

like super duper tall.

hmmph! but i will soon grow up so nvm.

waved and like byebye.

waited for the rest to come out.

surprise birthday cake.

like i knew smth was wrong already.

but hahas.

it was cute.

danced and danced.

super hot.

smsed again and q replied at 12am.

stupid! i fell asleep alrdy.

too bad!

♥ wave

♥ 140510 ; MY BIRTHDAY!

2010-05-14T21:49:00.000-07:00

it's like my best birthday ever.

danced at airport again.

yay! i love dancing.

especially on my birthday!

called q twice :D

hahas.

getting me a pink & black hat yay!

the convo was hilarious.

but q is mean! >:(

never reply my sms for like 6 hrs or something.

hmmmph! but q apologised so yeah. :/

my thank you speech! { updated #4}

thank you daddy so so so much for the itouch!

thank you janelle for your present!

the 2pm stuff - it's so nice.

slept with snoopy hahhas.

& thank you to gracia for rmbring.

& thank you to my junior, chelsea. hahahhaha.

thank you to my dg(s), elpis and esme for the wonderful surprise.

even though i alrdy knew it.

plus the cake

& thanks kristie for the 박재범 nametag and the shoelaces.

thanks hazel for the 2pm stuff even though the keychain was the same as janelle's ==

& thanks sarah for the bun thing. it's so cute like this - XD

thank you to foo ping for 2:00PM time for change album so so so much!

thanks to everyone too who wished me happy birthday on my facebook! :D

thank you mummy -

plus a new wallet and pencil.

had a oreo cheesecake really yummy.

i love this birthday loads & loads! ♥

♥ i want a tree! LMAO

♥ 030510 ; JAY's new video.

2010-05-04T21:34:00.000-07:00

here's jay's new uploaded video.

his 4th.

it's really cute coz he was eating pocky.

kinda one of my faves.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5RibsZJWwUU

uploaded on 3rd may ; hazel's birthday hahas.

a cover on bedrock and foolin' around.

and yeah;

350 248 views.

honours:

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♥ DARE SERVICE ; 010510

2010-05-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

dare service today!

bought bubble tea.

never saw someone D;

so sad.

but p&w rocked.

said happy bday to pastor prince & coach jos.

coach jos's one was a lil ______.

it was wierd.

didn't really danced a lot today.

just didn't felt like it.

but still it was kinda fun.

and funny.

ran away from rocky.

hope he doesn't know about it.

hope so.

omg. yeah.

♥ white.

♥ 300410 ; WOOYOUNG's birthday.

2010-04-30T02:42:00.000-07:00

happy birthday wooyoung.

#angangwooyoung.

wanna pinch your angang cheeks.

♥ hype nation.

♥ NAPFA results 190410 & 230410 ;

2010-04-28T04:18:00.000-07:00

5 items.

shuttle run : 1.75

standing broad jump : 164

sit-up : 47

sit and reach : 44

inclined pull-ups : 13

2.4km cum cross country

stopped once );

15.15min.

improved from last year! :D

♥ praise Jesus!

♥ 250410 ; JAY'S BIRTHDAY!

2010-04-25T00:56:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS JAY'S BIRTHDAY.

wish him a very happy birthJAY today on a saturJAY.

hahas.

check out his youtube interview w/ ST1RFRYTV.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hj2NdFwnMRA

he's so CUTTEEEE.

and LOL about the christmas spirit.

please help trend #happy23jaypark on twitter now.

make him #1 trending topic on twitter.

PLEASE PLEASE.

thanks :D

God bless him.

and he is really gonna be in Hype Nation.

woots.

be sure to support him by watching it in the theaters.

and don't download it.

and buy it when the dvd comes out.

thanks.

250410;

on the mrt from church to home.

this guy got stuck in between the train doors.

he was behind me.

like LOL.

then he was so angry,

he got out of the train and he kicked/punched the doors.

couldn't see coz i was inside the train.

the train stopped for a while and it left,

what a WIERDDOOOO.

hahahas.

but it was still funneh.

♥ ST1RFRYTV.

♥ 230410

2010-04-23T03:55:00.000-07:00

went school with jun ying today.

took 17 ; it came late.

the worst thing is it missed out school bus stop!

stupid bus driver.

somemore he was laughing.

like wth.

the other ppl & sacians were like walking to th sch.

the dist quite far.

did the usual.

had art presentation today.

hope it was okay.

ate with jun ying & hazel f.

jun ying put her bag at my house.

had 2.4km run.

super tired.

i thinked i exceeded my limit.

shuldn't have ate that chocolate.

but anyways, i think that i should have passed.

so YAY.

JAY IS GONNA BE ON ST1RFRY TV YOUTUBE SPOTLIGHT!

OMGOMGOMG.

can't wait for it.

it's an interview and there's junior.

OMGOMGOMG.

this sat. 240410.

on JAY'S BIRTHDAY.

more OMGOMGOMG.

can't wait for tomorrow.

must reach home early!

♥st1rfry.

♥ 130410 ; JAY'S NEW VID.

2010-04-13T04:53:00.000-07:00

jay uploaded a new video.

OMGOMGOMGOMG :O

the first part of the vid was so funny.

he was so cute keke.

here, check it out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6A4DasnGDRk

he just uploaded this yest ; 120410.

and already 41,523 views.

6875 thumbs up!

here are his honours ;

so happy !

gonna download this song now.

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♥ 100410 ; DARE SERVICE.

2010-04-10T20:24:00.000-07:00

yest dare group was super boring.

but before that was fun.

played kiap kiap game.

the leg one.

my leg damn weak ; like JAY's one keke.

argh. keep losing to hannah.

& i also realised that all hannahs can speak long word very fast.

eg. supercalifragerlisticsuperelidocious.

or smth like that.

can't seem to say it as fast as the other hannah.

why why.

LOL.

but still fun.

a lil.

liked the preaching.

just what i needed. :D

♥ breakdance.

♥ 080410

2010-04-08T04:22:00.000-07:00

i ♥ed today.

scored really well for both of my tests.

keke.

studied really really hard.

was so nervous getting the results. :S

keke.

followed everything master of study teached.

keke.

really really really happy.

i almost cried.

i ♥ today

♥ AOM.